Experience:Ketamine (277 mg, Insufflated) - Holy Ghosts of My Past)
- Substance(s): Ketamine, Cannabis
- Dose: 277 mg
- Route of Administration: Insufflated
Subject
- Age: 21
- Sex: Male
- Height: 175 cm, 69 in
- Weight: 68 kg, 150 lb
- Date: 07/2017
- Location: USA
Background
I was in college and this was my first day ever trying ketamine. I copied this from my records I keep of various awesome drug experiences while only editing for anonymity. I had only had this ketamine for about five hours before I was comfy enough to try going into the hole. It took a higher dose than expected as tolerance built very rapidly.
Experience report
Tried S-ketamine and holed for the first time today. I insufflated 100 mg, then 80, 30, 125, then 277. After that I holed. There was an intense sensory overload: intense buzzing of my vision, bodily feelings, and hearing, like I was a rattling bush. And then I could do nothing but watch. All sense of "me" vanished without a trace. I saw millionvision (like doublevision). I saw so many god damn TV’s! And then the world spun over multiple times as gravity seemed to change so rapidly! It was like I was riding the Batman at Six Flags the way the forces on my body were flipping. The anesthetic properties were very pronounced as well. I went through a black void full of rainbow structures and kaleidoscopic visions. Time seemed to oscillate along with my speed through this void: mach speed to almost absolute zero. Time seemed to slow to a crawl and I saw faces of dead pets and animals that I know. It was like I had put on the one ring from The Lord of the Rings, but the ghosts I saw were shinier, whiter, and in a black void looking down on me and getting closer and speaking words of praise but inaudible. I saw my recently deceased mother and my last dog that died about a year before my mom. I don't remember the others. It was very intense. More intense than any psychedelic I’ve taken. Immediately after I blacked back in, walking was very difficult and I fell over trying to put one foot in front of the other. There's not much left to write; it was mostly over in less than 30 minutes. At night I insufflated about 250 mg and it got me very high with intense vibrations and a bushes rustling sound, but I did not hole. As soon as I insufflated the last of the ketamine, a river of blood came from my nose all over the one dollar bill and living room table. However, it didn't hurt and I felt really good with a huge grin on my face!