Experience:Diazepam (5mg oral)- relaxing evening

Diazepam (5mg oral)- relaxing evening

Age: 15

Sex: M

Height: 6'2"/188cm

Weight: 217lbs/98.4kg

Date: 03/2022

Location: Texas USA

Background

Done weed a few times before. Still pretty new to recreational drugs. Seem to be pretty tolerate with weed so thinking the same with the Valium.

Experience

19:18- took the Valium, instantly felt it but probably just my head messing with me

19:35- sitting eating and watching YouTube nothing to obvious yet. the fellings I had earlier have gone away definitely my brain playing tricks on me. But my ears have felt like they've been on fire which seem to be a common occurrence anytime I get high

19:50- still eating stood up to get a spoon though and was weird to walk, not difficult just different. Time has also seemed to speed up. And I'm starting to struggle to keep attention my brain is feeling light also my arms seem to be getting heavier

20:05- I'm really starting to feel the Valium now finished eating and laid down. I feel slightly drowsy and light headed. I'm starting to have to focus on when I'm walking. I also feel like I'm seeing from the back of my eye instead of the normal spot. Finally I stashed 10mg of Valium for my next trip because I'm liking the feeling.

20:20- my ears have seemed to settle to a set temperature, warm not to hot. My arms no longer feel heavy just weak. And all the gray around my house has started to become more prominent. Eyebrows are under less control aswell, they're always raised. Lost my phone multiple times even tho it was laying next to me the whole time

20:24- had to focus extremely hard to get up from laying to go to the restroom. I felt very tall standing. walking wasn't bad just unstable balance. Toilet set felt extremely cold. Imma start writing when something interesting happens or the 15 min has been reached.

20:35- sat on the toilet and jerked off felt weird I didn't think of horny thoughts but was still horny, also kinda felt muted like my dick was less sensitive. My eyes start to jump around when I'm not doing something. My Head is feeling the lightest Its been this experience after I masterbated.

20:47- can't stand still, falling forward and backwards. Also seems like my hands are little more inaccurate, besides when typing.

20:50- I'm becoming more wobbly when standing and is getting harder to focus on what I'm doing. I completely forgot to count when applying my topical steroid cream. when looking in the mirror my eyelids seem bigger but not obvious that I'm using anything just look kinda tired

21:05- nothing new definitely on the decline right now. Starting to feel more and more tired. Hoping for a vivid dream tonight because I heard that Valium can cause that. Going to check in one more time.

21:21- just as I thought feel back to 70-75% back, sadly my ears are still warm. just really tired which is probably because I haven't gotten good sleep all week and add the Valium. If I get a lucid or very vivid dream I'll write it here

7:40- sadly no vivid dreams. But I feel back to 100%. I don't think I have any aftermath of taking the Valium.

Reflection

Pretty enjoyable next time I do it to imma go for 10mg because my highest in this experience wasn't that high. I'm kinda disappointed it didn't do anything to my music I didn't expect anything but was hopeful.