Experience:2mg Clonazepam + 300mg Mirtazapine + 375ml wine - Visuals and dizziness

Age: 21

Gender: F

Height: 162 cm / 63 inches

Weight : 38 kg / 84 lbs

Date: 09/2024

Drugs I've used: alcohol, weed, dxm, dph, various gabapentinoids, benzos, z drugs, and opioids. Not my first time taking clonazepam, but I shouldn't have much of a tolerance, as I take it ~1x/month.

T+0:00 - Took 1 mg clonazepam. Sitting in bed scrolling through erowid to read other people's experiences.

T+0:30 - Got up to walk around my room to see if I felt anything. No effects yet, slightly dizzy, like when you're tipsy.

T+1:00 - Loss of motor control, body feels heavy. Getting harder to walk without falling into things, but no relaxation or anything.

T+2:00 - Clonazepam should be peaking at around 2 hours, but I felt nothing other than some dizziness, so I had 250ml of wine.

T+2:30 - Had another 125ml of wine.

T+3:00 - Took another 1 mg of clonazepam.

T+3:30 - Still no high, so I took 300 mg of mirtazapine.

T+4:00 - No effects other than dizziness and loss of motor control. Where is my relaxation or euphoria??

T+5:00 - I give up. Maybe I just can't get high. I might try 4 mg of clonazepam next time. Went to sleep after this.

T+12:00 - Woke up and was very dizzy, could barely walk in a straight line. I fell into the wall probably 10 times trying to make it to the washroom. Had visuals of pink and green dots moving in a spiral shape. No CEVs like I've heard people experience on mirtazapine. I take mirtazapine every day, which might be why I don't get the sedation effect from it. Went back to sleep because anything other than lying down made me really dizzy.

I had typed something at this time, but it was gibberish and I have no idea what I wrote. I think it was something about dizziness; I could barely see which letters I was hitting.

T+16:00 - Most of the dizziness is gone now, still seeing some of the visuals. Overall, no relaxation or euphoria. The visuals were kind of cool, but I'd stick with 120 mg of mirtazapine next time. Anything more will just make you really dizzy.

I had slight amnesia, since apparently I wrote down and took another 1 mg of clonazepam, but I don't remember doing that.

I believe most of the dizziness was from mirtazapine, as I've taken it before (at 120 mg usually) and it made me dizzy. Not sure why I decided 300 mg with alcohol and a benzo was a good idea. 0/10 would not recommend. Probably best to stick with one drug at a time.