Experience:15g Psilocybe Mexicana Truffles - First experince

  • Substance(s): Psilocybe Mexicana Truffles
  • Dose: 15g
  • Route of Administration: Oral

Subject

  • Age: 27
  • Sex: Male
  • Height: 181 cm
  • Weight: 62 kg
  • Date: 04/2023
  • Location: Netherlands / The Hague

Background

This was my first experience with any kind of psychoactive substances. I have never tried alcohol or nicotine. I had a sober person next to me with no prior experience being a sitter. We were in a spacious and comfy hotel room. I was somewhat anxious but mentally prepared for anything.

Experience report

Timeline

T+ 0:00 - Ingested 15g of truffles.

T+ 0:10 - Prepared a tea to wash away sour after-taste.

T+ 0:12 - Took few sips.

T+ 0:15 - Started to feel weakness in my limbs.

T+ 0:20 - Jokingly crawled around the bed pretending that I'm already tripping and then started to realize that something indeed is happening.

T+ 0:22 - Crawled under the blanket with the thought that I need to calm down because the trip sitter said that I looked like I was panicking.

T+ ?:?? - From this point, I can only remember the approximate order of events.

T+ ?:?? - Celling started to breathe and the trip sitter said that my pupils are dilated.

T+ ?:?? - I noticed that the sitters' hair changed color to pinkish and complex objects started to simplify. Like white roses on the table became reduced to just white blobs on green sticks.

T+ ?:?? - I tried to drink some tea but even with the help I was not able to grab the mug, it was infinitely far away from me.

T+ ?:?? - I could not stop laughing. I had only brief moments of consciousness. And I remember like 30-60 seconds in a total of that hour and a half.

T+ ?:?? - At some point, I asked the sitter to bring peanuts in milk chocolate which I bought earlier that day. Turned out I asked for them multiple times because I had no memory of eating them and I was not even able to eat so my sitter fed me. I could feel the taste but I barely felt my mouth and its position. I was afraid I might chew my tongue but it didn't happen.

T+ ?:?? - I lost all my memories, long-term and short-term. I could not think because I felt like there is no one left in my head to think. It's really hard to express what I felt with words (especially considering that English is not my native language)

T+ ?:?? - Some memories started to return but at that point, I was not sure to whom those memories belong. Then I felt like the past few years of my life are just a dream and I was wondering who am I and where will I end up when the trip ends. Am I really in a hotel room?

T+ 2:00 - My sitter went to a shower. And it was the first time I was able to comprehend how much time has passed.

T+ 2:10 - I was really confused and desorientated. I was constatly checking time and my surroundings.

T+ 2:15 - I was eating chocolate peanuts with my own hands and trying to understand what happened and was it over or not.

T+ 3:00 - I took a piss and drank some water. Saw my pupils in the mirror, they were pulsating, constantly dilating and contracting.

T+ 4:00 - At this point I felt like I'm completly back to normal (except my pupils)

It was not really what I have anticipated. Can't understand how people can take shrooms outside. I was not even able to sit on the bed. I had almost 0 control and barely could talk. But overall it was a fun experience.


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