Experience:1200ug LSD - A Journey through the Mandelbrot Universum

Age: 18
Sex: Male
Height: 175cm / 69"
Weight: 65kg / 144lbs
Date: 01/2022
Location: Germany
Timeline: 13:00 ~ 01:00 (Next Day)

Background

I was in a call with a Dutch friend sitting at home and we got bored so we decided to take some LSD, I had a tolerance from about a nine days ago where i took 500ug LSD. I had only once before a high dose experience (~1200ug) which didn't wen as smooth.

Timeline

I can't remember much of time but I'll outline the trip here roughly.

T+ 0:00: Ingestion of 1 blotter (300ug) and my friend took 1,5

T+ 1:00: The LSD was felt and we where having fun.

T+ 1:30: I've decided to take one more blotter.

T+ 2:00: I was tripping pretty hard and the second blotter also starting to work. and I suspect the LSD peak of first blotter.

T+ 2:30: Because i had two blotters left i just went "fuck it" and took them my friend also had at that point around 5 blotters.

This is what i can remember of time.

Experience report

The experience was the most intense experience i had and most of it was lost, I'll be trying to add as much i might come back later and edit it.

After we took the LSD I decided to listen to some music and slowly i was feeling it coming on and soon it got more and after some time in the call I've decided to take one more blotter and after about 30 minutes it felt stronger i don't know if that was me still coming up or the second blotter but i just continued we where watching at that point videos of Mandelbrot Fractal Zoom. At this point i got kinda scared by a random user interrupting us we (we where on a private discord server) he tried to play the jerk and almost ruined it i got very scared even just looking at his profile got me scared so I've just decided to block him that fixed it. I was sitting on my bed and just thinking about what I've just done. It actually felt like going downhill at that point but i didn't let it. I was at that point alone he left the call hours ago he was on 1200ug too. I was in a call with someone and he was explaining me some stuff i can't remember what exactly. And then i remember getting extremely scared a leaving my Body entering a new Dimension. The Dutch Guy I've added him to the call and he asked me if i wanna go to WhizWhop town i don't know what that was i just said yes and from that point i remember falling down a tunnel or at least the feeling. After coming back to senses I've remember watching more Mandelbrot videos and that's the point where I would lose myself and any sense of my body i had i was lost in the Mandelbrot in search for Myself. After getting more clear i remember actually existing again and calling some friend. And soon also the dutch guy comes and we talk for a few hours until i went to sleep it was only around 20:00 at that point we completely got confused by that point that 7h have passed and it felt like forever. In the evening i was watching a movie to come back to senses and it was pleasant but due to me still being on LSD very intense movie, I've watched it before but never felt so intense or any movie never felt as intense. In the evening i just had some music running and we where texting and about 01:00 i think fell asleep but i cant really remember.

After Thoughts

I have after that realized that was maybe too much LSD he also felt the same. My thinking got altered to a point where I'd say I maybe learned something interesting. But the thing i learned can't really be put in words which fascinates me that no language has words for this.