Memory suppression
Memory suppression (also known as ego suppression, ego loss or ego death) can be described as an effect which in a manner which is directly proportional to the dosage consumed, directly inhibits one's ability to maintain a functional short and long term memory.
It is a process which can be broken down into 3 basic levels:
- Concentration suppression - This is the partial failure of a person's short term memory. It can be described as a general difficulty staying focused and an increase in distractibility.
- Short term memory suppression - This is the complete failure of a person's short term memory. It can be described as the experience of becoming being completely incapable of remembering any specific details regarding the present situation for more than a few seconds. This is capable of resulting in Tthought loops, disorientation, loss of control and confusion for the inexperienced. Long term memory however remains entirely intact as people are still perfectly capable of recollecting their name, date of birth, childhood school, etc.
- Long term memory suppression - This is the complete failure of both a person's long and short term memory. It can be described as the experience of becoming completely incapable of remembering even the most basic fundamental human concepts stored within the long term memory. This includes one's name, identity, home town, that they are on drugs, what drugs even are, what human beings are, what life is, what existence is or what anything is. The most notable of these, however, is the loss of one's ability to recall their concept or sense of self and identity. The experience of this is colloquially known as ego death. It results in the profound experience that although one is not unconscious, there is no longer an “I” experiencing current sensory input; there is just the input as it is and by itself.
Although memory suppression is similar in its effects to amnesia, it differs in that it is usually possible for the person experiencing it to recall what happened during the process after it is over. However, amnesia by its very definition allows people to retain information within the present moment but renders them incapable of recalling it afterwards.
Psychoactive substances
Compounds within our psychoactive substance index which may cause this effect include:
Experience reports
Anecdotal reports which describe this effect within our experience index include:
- Experience: 22mg 2C-B (oral) / 100ug 1P-LSD (sublingual) - My first time tripping alone (2 days in a row)
- Experience: 25mg 2C-E (oral) - A mindblowing experience
- Experience: 40mg 5-MeO-DMT (oral) + 40mg MXE (oral) - Untitled
- Experience: 5-EAPB (60mg) + 2-FMA (20mg) + 4-AcO-DMT (10mg) - Emotional catharsis
- Experience: 550mg DPH - My First Time on DPH
- Experience:1000mg / 1200mg / 1400mg / 1600mg - heroic doses
- Experience:1050 µg 1cP-LSD - The matrix
- Experience:10mg & 20mg Intravenous DPT HCl - Familiar Shapes, Experiencing Death, Immersed in The Light
- Experience:110mg Diphenidine (vaporized) + 354mg DXM - instant ego death
- Experience:120mg - Garden of The Gods
- Experience:120µg LSD - First Bad Acid Trip, Psychosis
- Experience:2 grams Psilocybe Cubensis + 2.7 grams Syrian Rue - The Psilohuasca Albino Fox
- Experience:2 tabs DOB - My DOB Nightmare
- Experience:2.5g Syrian rue + 6g Mimosa Hostilis - Becoming God (my second experience with unity)
- Experience:225ug LSD + 9g cubensis - Galactic Melt and the Meverse
- Experience:3 Grams of Mushrooms - Reset on my Life, Experiencing Satori and the Cosmic Perspective
- Experience:3.5g Syrian rue + 10g Mimosa Hostilis
- Experience:300ug LSD - Profound religious experience
- Experience:300µg AL-LAD - Don't worry, because you're everyone!
- Experience:300µg LSD - Togetherness and the Silent Dusk
- Experience:30mg - Psychostimulant egodeath
- Experience:3g Syrian Rue + 5g Acacia Confusa - Life Changing Madness
- Experience:4 Days Sleep Deprivation - Progression of Sleep Deprivation Visuals Over Time
- Experience:400ug LSD + weed + nitrous -- Fundamental insights into the universe
- Experience:40mg + Syrian Rue (unknown dosage) - My one bad trip
- Experience:40mg - Brothermind and the Forest's Hand
- Experience:40mg smoked - Ego death and unity with a friend
- Experience:45mg 2cc & 45mg 4-aco-dmt - Ego death and loneliness
- Experience:4g - States of unity and interconnectedness
- Experience:4x 200ug tabs - You do not need to understand
- Experience:5 months of daily mantra chanting - Oneness through meditation
- Experience:5.3g psilocybe cubensis - Dimensional Circumstance and the Fabric of Understanding
- Experience:50mg - How's the short-term memory?
- Experience:50mg - Truth
- Experience:5g Mushrooms - Failed attempt at a Terence Mckenna style trip.
- Experience:60mg 4-AcO-DMT + Syrian rue (3g) - Surrender
- Experience:60mg 4-AcO-DMT Nonstop Quasi-Orgasmic Objectless Euphoria
- Experience:6g mimosa / 2.5 g syrian rue - Best cake I've had for a while
- Experience:70 mg - Overcoming personal problems
- Experience:700mg - To the dextroverse.
- Experience:75mg DMT - Experiencing Death
- Experience:800 seeds LSA - My First Trip Ever
- Experience:Diazepam (20/10mg, Oral) - Comfortably Drunk
- Experience:LSD (120ug) - An Overdose of LSD and Trip into Insanity
- Experience:LSD (230 ug) - An amazing adventure by vikilikepsych
- Experience:LSD (400ug, Oral) - An afternoon in "a" garden
- Experience:Mushrooms and Snuff Films -- Trip Report (3.5 grams)
- Experience:Nutmeg (8 teaspoons) - My Mom Introduces Me To Genesis and Other Things
- Experience:Unknown Dose DOC (Insufflated) - Overdosing and Terifying Ego Death
- Experience:Unknown dosage - Ego death and becoming one with a singular entity
See also
- Ego death (Wikipedia)
- Subjective effects index
- Psychedelics - Subjective effects
- Dissociatives - Subjective effects
- Deliriants - Subjective effects