User:Groovehunter
hi & hello
I like this PW engagement; Wiki tech was my old passion long ago when it came up around 2001 I guess.
Since my ineffable peak experiences loong ago I went through an ongoing transformation of self and hereupon of my social environment.
These processes I like to documentate semantically and relate that to the short term effects, relate it to the insights in spiritual realms.
This is work in progress :))) I mostly write in german, my native langugage; But I plan to catch up with english;
Let's see how this fits in here, or maybe extends this psychonaut wiki somehow.
my website is https://sstk.uber.space
2019-10-27
So here is my current plan: I try to describe a few effects, mainly cognitive ones; They were part of one major trip experience. Maybe I can state that trip completely lateron, it was 20 years ago, so it's not easy to recall and do that writeup. I did once in german; but translating literally is boring and the spirit gets lost. So I try to rebuild it from scratch starting with the effects, so hopefully this can contribute to the wiki.
Trip report summer'98 -
Substance: 2 doses (paper) LSD, one hour later 2 pills Ecstasy
Quick notes, how it went:
The I and the mind got expanded to the whole cosmos, and I became the cosmos, so I was simply a pair of eyes staring into space, just one window of the cosmos being aware of itself, by chance through the eyes of that one being, a human, lying there on the beach of a random continent; I got aware of the laws of physics, astrophysics , the kepler laws how planets move in their orbits around the sun and I understood those laws intuitively, while remaining at the same time in rational consciousness (which is usual tripping). - TBC - maybe this can also be named sort of a cognitive effect.
Cognitive Effect: Level of vegetative consciousness
This effect is about "becoming a plant", this means your attention and awareness can go and stay at the level on which the world of fauna is based, mainly, It is about growing, expanding, sensory feeling of obstacle (in the ground), overcome it or not, take another way around it, and it is about the basic "feeling" of being alive; Being alive with no sense of emotions, no good nor bad, nothing like fear and happiness. Just the organic thing, being rooted somewhere - TBC - for now what I am able to phrase as a non native english person
This could go on with
Level of animal consciousness
Long term effects
These are the effects I would say they stay long term in my life of psychedelic transformation
Cognitive Effects - Enhancements
Novel
- I found that at time before the transformation I was much more into spatial orientation; Nowadays I must trust more in my intuition and that I find my way through the city based on spontaneous decisions. ("Spatial disorientation")
As a result of peak experiences at times when I was not yet personal and spiritual matured, I experienced certain effects, like Depersonalization, Derealization, psychotic states, panic attacks, . But mostly in an amount I could find the power and self esteem to handle it and pass through them.
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