Experience:120mg/170mg 4-FA - Substance Overview: Difference between revisions

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Colours were bright, the shower felt incredible on my skin. The depth of the sensation of hot water and steam embracing my surroundings was incredible. I was in ecstasy, how wonderful this morning was turning out to be. Wild Nothings “Paradise” was playing from my phone in my sink, the music keeping me moving. I showered for around 20 minutes, I didn't get very much cleaning done, it was mostly dancing. I was very clear headed, and very focused. The nature of my focus was ~~hyperattentive~~, but easily distracted, I would jump from very intense focus to another. Thoughts came easily, body feels good, warm, stimulated. I sat around dancing to music and talking to friends on the internet for a while, and then my friend showed up at my apartment.

Colours were bright, the shower felt incredible on my skin. The depth of the sensation of hot water and steam embracing my surroundings was incredible. I was in ecstasy, how wonderful this morning was turning out to be. Wild Nothings “Paradise” was playing from my phone in my sink, the music keeping me moving. I showered for around 20 minutes, I didn't get very much cleaning done, it was mostly dancing. I was very clear headed, and very focused. The nature of my focus was hyper-attentive, but easily distracted, I would jump from very intense focus to another. Thoughts came easily, body feels good, warm, stimulated. I sat around dancing to music and talking to friends on the internet for a while, and then my friend showed up at my apartment.

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After some talking and smoking, I decided to take another, higher dose, so that I would be pushed into a more (hopefully) MDMA like experience. I weighed 83mg on my scale, put it in a gelatin capsule, and swallowed. We got in my friends car, and they drove us to a small lot of food carts. I wasn't hungry, the come up was longer than the first one. I felt good, talkative, interested in what my buddy had to say. We were discussing business things, and the more we got into the subject matter the more I felt myself understanding and absorbing it with a sense of meaningfulness. I tried to eat, taste was astonishingly rich, but not too much for me. The food I was eating tasted amazing, but I just ~~wasnt~~ very motivated to eat. At 12:40 I said we should head back, because I was getting bored and my friend had finished their food. They agreed, they had stuff to do anyway.

After some talking and smoking, I decided to take another, higher dose, so that I would be pushed into a more (hopefully) MDMA like experience. I weighed 83mg on my scale, put it in a gelatin capsule, and swallowed. We got in my friends car, and they drove us to a small lot of food carts. I wasn't hungry, the come up was longer than the first one. I felt good, talkative, interested in what my buddy had to say. We were discussing business things, and the more we got into the subject matter the more I felt myself understanding and absorbing it with a sense of meaningfulness. I tried to eat, taste was astonishingly rich, but not too much for me. The food I was eating tasted amazing, but I just wasn't very motivated to eat. At 12:40 I said we should head back, because I was getting bored and my friend had finished their food. They agreed, they had stuff to do anyway.

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The party had slowed down by now, we had brought everything downstairs and cleaned up. A good number of them decided they were going to go for a bar crawl, but I was feeling socially drained and decided to leave. '''[Disclaimer: I do not ~~support~~ driving while under the influence of any substance of any kind, please drive sober.]''' I drove to βs house, they had messaged me and said that they wanted to smoke me out. Still clear headed, but a little bit impaired. I was missing random bits of information, like spelling things wrong without realising it, or saying the wrong word without realising it. I arrived, we smoked two joints while walking around a park nearby.

The party had slowed down by now, we had brought everything downstairs and cleaned up. A good number of them decided they were going to go for a bar crawl, but I was feeling socially drained and decided to leave. '''[Disclaimer: I do not condone driving while under the influence of any substance of any kind, please drive sober.]''' I drove to β's house, they had messaged me and said that they wanted to smoke me out. Still clear headed, but a little bit impaired. I was missing random bits of information, like spelling things wrong without realising it, or saying the wrong word without realising it. I arrived, we smoked two joints while walking around a park nearby.

T+7:00

I got back home between 23:00 and 00:00. The rest of the peak is pretty nondescript, except for a couple occurrences of intensity. At one point I was listening to “When We Were Young” by Dillon Francis, and I felt spontaneously extremely sentimental towards someone I had recently been ~~romantically~~ involved with. I was inspired to write, and delivered a very powerful (in my opinion) poem about ~~all of~~ it. While doing this I felt very intense surges of emotion, they almost inhibited my ability to write coherent sentences. The second, more concerning instance, was when my vision spontaneously improved. I noticed it around 1:30, suddenly I was unable to read things on my monitor clearly, even with my glasses on. I started to freak out a little bit, not sure why this was happening, and finally I took off my glasses and was shocked to find that as soon as they were off my vision was fine. Text was crystal clear. It seemed to me as though my poor vision had been rectified. A little worried about this, I ~~didnt~~ do anything, I just left my glasses off until sleep.

I got back home between 23:00 and 00:00. The rest of the peak is pretty nondescript, except for a couple occurrences of intensity. At one point I was listening to “When We Were Young” by Dillon Francis, and I felt spontaneously extremely sentimental towards someone I had recently been involved with. I was inspired to write, and delivered a very powerful (in my opinion) poem about it. While doing this I felt very intense surges of emotion, they almost inhibited my ability to write coherent sentences. The second, more concerning instance, was when my vision spontaneously improved. I noticed it around 1:30, suddenly I was unable to read things on my monitor clearly, even with my glasses on. I started to freak out a little bit, not sure why this was happening, and finally I took off my glasses and was shocked to find that as soon as they were off my vision was fine. Text was crystal clear. It seemed to me as though my poor vision had been rectified. A little worried about this, I didn't do anything, I just left my glasses off until sleep.

==Afterthoughts==

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-Colours were bright, the shower felt incredible on my skin. The depth of the sensation of hot water and steam embracing my surroundings was incredible. I was in ecstasy, how wonderful this morning was turning out to be. Wild Nothings “Paradise” was playing from my phone in my sink, the music keeping me moving. I showered for around 20 minutes, I didn't get very much cleaning done, it was mostly dancing. I was very clear headed, and very focused. The nature of my focus was hyperattentive, but easily distracted, I would jump from very intense focus to another. Thoughts came easily, body feels good, warm, stimulated. I sat around dancing to music and talking to friends on the internet for a while, and then my friend showed up at my apartment.
+Colours were bright, the shower felt incredible on my skin. The depth of the sensation of hot water and steam embracing my surroundings was incredible. I was in ecstasy, how wonderful this morning was turning out to be. Wild Nothings “Paradise” was playing from my phone in my sink, the music keeping me moving. I showered for around 20 minutes, I didn't get very much cleaning done, it was mostly dancing. I was very clear headed, and very focused. The nature of my focus was hyper-attentive, but easily distracted, I would jump from very intense focus to another. Thoughts came easily, body feels good, warm, stimulated. I sat around dancing to music and talking to friends on the internet for a while, and then my friend showed up at my apartment.
 T+3:30
-After some talking and smoking, I decided to take another, higher dose, so that I would be pushed into a more (hopefully) MDMA like experience. I weighed 83mg on my scale, put it in a gelatin capsule, and swallowed. We got in my friends car, and they drove us to a small lot of food carts. I wasn't hungry, the come up was longer than the first one. I felt good, talkative, interested in what my buddy had to say. We were discussing business things, and the more we got into the subject matter the more I felt myself understanding and absorbing it with a sense of meaningfulness. I tried to eat, taste was astonishingly rich, but not too much for me. The food I was eating tasted amazing, but I just wasnt very motivated to eat. At 12:40 I said we should head back, because I was getting bored and my friend had finished their food. They agreed, they had stuff to do anyway.
+After some talking and smoking, I decided to take another, higher dose, so that I would be pushed into a more (hopefully) MDMA like experience. I weighed 83mg on my scale, put it in a gelatin capsule, and swallowed. We got in my friends car, and they drove us to a small lot of food carts. I wasn't hungry, the come up was longer than the first one. I felt good, talkative, interested in what my buddy had to say. We were discussing business things, and the more we got into the subject matter the more I felt myself understanding and absorbing it with a sense of meaningfulness. I tried to eat, taste was astonishingly rich, but not too much for me. The food I was eating tasted amazing, but I just wasn't very motivated to eat. At 12:40 I said we should head back, because I was getting bored and my friend had finished their food. They agreed, they had stuff to do anyway.
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 T+5:30
-The party had slowed down by now, we had brought everything downstairs and cleaned up. A good number of them decided they were going to go for a bar crawl, but I was feeling socially drained and decided to leave. '''[Disclaimer: I do not support driving while under the influence of any substance of any kind, please drive sober.]''' I drove to βs house, they had messaged me and said that they wanted to smoke me out. Still clear headed, but a little bit impaired. I was missing random bits of information, like spelling things wrong without realising it, or saying the wrong word without realising it. I arrived, we smoked two joints while walking around a park nearby.
+The party had slowed down by now, we had brought everything downstairs and cleaned up. A good number of them decided they were going to go for a bar crawl, but I was feeling socially drained and decided to leave. '''[Disclaimer: I do not condone driving while under the influence of any substance of any kind, please drive sober.]''' I drove to β's house, they had messaged me and said that they wanted to smoke me out. Still clear headed, but a little bit impaired. I was missing random bits of information, like spelling things wrong without realising it, or saying the wrong word without realising it. I arrived, we smoked two joints while walking around a park nearby.
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-I got back home between 23:00 and 00:00. The rest of the peak is pretty nondescript, except for a couple occurrences of intensity. At one point I was listening to “When We Were Young” by Dillon Francis, and I felt spontaneously extremely sentimental towards someone I had recently been romantically involved with. I was inspired to write, and delivered a very powerful (in my opinion) poem about all of it. While doing this I felt very intense surges of emotion, they almost inhibited my ability to write coherent sentences. The second, more concerning instance, was when my vision spontaneously improved. I noticed it around 1:30, suddenly I was unable to read things on my monitor clearly, even with my glasses on. I started to freak out a little bit, not sure why this was happening, and finally I took off my glasses and was shocked to find that as soon as they were off my vision was fine. Text was crystal clear. It seemed to me as though my poor vision had been rectified. A little worried about this, I didnt do anything, I just left my glasses off until sleep.
+I got back home between 23:00 and 00:00. The rest of the peak is pretty nondescript, except for a couple occurrences of intensity. At one point I was listening to “When We Were Young” by Dillon Francis, and I felt spontaneously extremely sentimental towards someone I had recently been involved with. I was inspired to write, and delivered a very powerful (in my opinion) poem about it. While doing this I felt very intense surges of emotion, they almost inhibited my ability to write coherent sentences. The second, more concerning instance, was when my vision spontaneously improved. I noticed it around 1:30, suddenly I was unable to read things on my monitor clearly, even with my glasses on. I started to freak out a little bit, not sure why this was happening, and finally I took off my glasses and was shocked to find that as soon as they were off my vision was fine. Text was crystal clear. It seemed to me as though my poor vision had been rectified. A little worried about this, I didn't do anything, I just left my glasses off until sleep.
 ==Afterthoughts==