UserWiki:Oskykins

This is my online notepad to keep track of what I am currently working on.

feelings

Feelings of impending doom can be described -anxiety or fear that something bad or unpleasant will happen. "he felt sick with apprehension" - feeling of fear, feeling that something bad will happen but you don't know what.. - It means that a person feels something bad is about to happen, either in general or to themselves. -just a general feeling of intense despair (accompanied by anxiety) with no rhyme or reason to it - I don't feel like something catastrophic is about to happen like a family member die or anything like that. -People gain a sense that some very bad thing that is about to happen. It is not a panic attack as often the person experiencing it is very calm but knows something very bad is happening. - Someone has a sense that doom is going to be unleashed and wreak havoc. Impending means it's building p and it will eventually release. - it is like watching a really scary horror movie at the very point you know something bad is about to happen or when one of the characters is about to get killed or die horribly and the feeling you experience at that point just goes on and on and on in your day to day life with no obvious way of releasing it. - The strong physical sense of urgency and discomfort without an obvious outlet. - In my case it seems to be a kind of feedback loop, where physical symptoms relating to terror cause emotional symptoms, and right back atcha. -It's the feeling of panic, hopelessness, urgency and helplessness and you don't know why and can't explain it. It seems to be partially, if not completely, physiological, at least the way I experienced it. It can be the result of a panic attack due to anxiety, a heart attack or stroke, high fever, drugs, etc. I don't know if it has a name, but I hope somebody knows what I'm talking about. The key here is unfounded as in not a psychological sense of total despair but rather a rapid onset... sense of impending doom. I really don't know how to explain it better... -as though something terrible is about to happen. - side effect of certain drugs - sometimes you are fairly positive your world is ending. -that is real or perceived to be real -component of panic attack and heart attack -can lead to avoidance -convinced of death -Feeling of impending doom: it is a feeling of approaching end or death. -Patients have been reported as being so certain they are going to die, they beg their doctors to kill them to get it over with. -You feel as though something extremely bad is going to happen but you are not sure what. You may also feel as though your world is coming to an end. -This fear of "what if" may be intermittent, frequent, or on-going. These fears can cause you fear episodes and even panic. Often, these type of fears are hard to break free of. -And I expect it all to come crashing down at any moment. -Sometimes I feel like a goldfish frantically swimming round his bowl as the water slowly drains out. 'Things can only go right for so long: prepare for disaster!' -felt like FOREVER and couldn't see an end -sense that something terrible will happen in the future -often with anxiety and panic attacks -something is going to happen soon. Something big. Things can't just go right. -struggles and illness and pain -like when job wasn't going well and constantly felt like going to be fired, or when newly single after long relationship, or was having a fight with a friend...but sometimes it was when nothing was wrong at all. I just had this constant anxiety in the pit of my stomach, but it didn't seem to be linked to anything. - feeling like something bad would happen despite everything going well in my life.

chatlog

@oscarette | hey josie, how can we rename memory replay variant to better name because they are not | actually memories in kratom's case | [00:52] josie | hmm @oscarette | are you there they are not just new experiences? josie | yeah they are new cocoanatta | wait what cocoanatta | so like new memories? @oscarette | so they are new experiences vs memory replays? josie | its more shuffled vs non shuffled concepts @oscarette | can you explain more? josie | HMMM Caboose | but all experience that would be created in your head would be based off of memories cocoanatta | not necessarily Caboose | but I am just getting philosophical at that point josie | unshuffled concepts are innane scenarios which are realistic like seeing a chair cocoanatta | you could create novel concepts based on abstract reasoning patterns josie | shuffled concepts are new scenarios based on mixing old concepts together like a CHAIR | DRAGON @oscarette | so what are the kratom visuals: new experiences or memory replays? josie | based on yur experiences equally both

josie | based on yur experiences equally both josie | i get innane shit on kratom Caboose | really? Caboose | I haven't had it that strong on kratom josie | its pretty psychedelic at ihgher doses jenny trips ballz on it @cocoanatta | lol really @oscarette | you tripp ballz on it too, josie @cocoanatta | i didnt take that much of it Caboose | I haven't taken that much, how large of a dose @cocoanatta | i might buy some Caboose | or was it extract oscarette | what are you up to oscarette | could you please help me work on the kratom hallucinations oscarette | i don't get wtf you mean by shuffled vs non-shuffled oscarette | and are kratom internal hallucinations both new experiences | and memory replays - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - josie | yeah just say theya re both josie | theya re equally both josie | i get memories josie | you get new shit oscarette | cool :D

PJosepherum when using semantic queries to generate lists, you can use format=list for an inline list, or |columns=2 oskykins can you link me PJosepherum or format=categories is good for alphabetizing them https://semantic-mediawiki.org/wiki/Help:Result_formats is the standard ones. cool additional features are here: https://semantic-mediawiki.org/wiki/Semantic_Result_Formats

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• can we delete Cognitive effects - Dissociatives and Visual effects: Hallucinatory states (deliriant)

How to add semantic lists of drugs onto the effect articles

• PJosepherum: So anxiety suppression: {{#ask: [[Category:Substances]] [[Effect::Anxiety suppression]]|format=ul}}

• PJosepherum: Create Property:Effect and put in it: [[Has type::page]]

• PJosepherum: On each substance article, include in the #set: Effect=Anxiety suppression |Effect=Geometry |Effect=etc}}

• ok well that's not working so replacement: {{#ask: [[Effect::Anxiety suppression]]|format=ul}}

• the fuck? semantic lists only update if you re-edit the effect page? ask User:PJosepherum

• ===Psychoactive substances===

Substances which may cause this effect include:

{{#ask:[[Effect::Anxiety

suppression]]|format=ul}}

Shit to do

• write guide on how to buy drugs on tor
• make the to-do list more readable so people besides pj, josie, and i can contribute
• add semantic lists of drugs which induce whatever component onto the effect articles
• grammar check substances, make consistent, and post on DEIS (make sure links/pics open in new window)
• Visual effects: Distortions (psychedelic) plz fix

plz on Sept. 29th:

• put decreased and increased bodily weight into novel states section instead of enhancement/suppression
• 4-aco-dmt For effects overhaul: make sure to change Visual effects - Psychedelics#Tracers|Tracers etc to Tracers
• might have fucked up the text replace for muscle cramps, recheck at the end of the day
• friday 29th 3:45 birth certificate uw madison check book ds11 form
• low doses mxe(5mg or less) "infrequent (1–4 days/month, averaging 3.25 days/month) ketamine users and former ketamine users were not found to differ from controls in memory, attention and psychological well-being tests." "These results raise the possibility that chronic exposure to low, subanesthetic concentrations of ketamine, while not affecting cell survival, could still impair neuronal morphology and thus might lead to dysfunctions of neural networks"
• what is difference between tactile suppression and tactile disconnection? no difference, delete one?
• fix broken links on Experience:150mg MDMA + 20mg 2C-B - I designed it this way myself

FOR DEIS:

• "Click here for a more comprehensive breakdown." should be on top or bottom? "Click here for a more comprehensive breakdown and citations"
• make sure each link/image opens up into a new tab
• grammar check/tidy
• group all of non-substance posts into a list on a page of the tumblr

Other DEIS posts

Preparation

• Simple Ayahuasca Brewing Technique
• Simple Mushroom Growing Technique
• Simple DMT Extraction Technique
• Simple Mescaline brewing technique
• Simple Nausea Free LSA Extraction Technique
• Acid-Base DXM Extraction

Components

• The Visual Components of a Psychedelic Experience
• The Cognitive Components of a Psychedelic Experience
• The subjective components of a Dissociative trip
• The subjective components of a Delirious trip
• The miscellaneous components of a psychedelic experience
• A comprehensive analysis and breakdown regarding the various subjective components behind sleeping dream states
• Previously undocumented component : States of direct communication with the subconscious
• http://disregardeverythingisay.com/post/64921349880/a-comprehensive-analysis-of-hallucinogen-induced-states
• A Comprehensive Analysis of Hallucinogen Induced States of Unity and Interconnectedness
• Updates and 2 previously undocumented cognitive components
• Previously undocumented component : The emancipation of our internal narrative from the limitations of exclusively linguistic content

Misc

• The Different Stages of Everything
• Where are the hallucinations coming from?
• Obscure hallucinogen review 2 – 5-MeO-DALT
• The most efficient way to find meaning in life
• Drugs and Induced Happiness vs Genuine Happiness
• Forgotton words on culture & alienation
• Being a contradiction
• Replicating the visuals
• Psychedelics and Dreaming
• Let’s all begin testing the existence of DMT entities
• “Disrespecting” the Psychedelic Experience
• Ayahuasca as a first time psychedelic and a recreational drug
• Testing DMT Entities Through Math
• There is something about strobe lights
• A Scientific Explanation of the Psychedelic Experience
• The psychology of those who cannot let go during states of Egodeath
• Some simple experiments with DMT – part 1: are the hallucinations predetermined?
• A direct comparison between Psychedelic and Dissociative ego death
• Using hallucinogens responsibly and avoiding bad trips
• Defining formal guidelines for documenting the subjective effects of hallucinogens
• The Potential Negative Effects of MDMA and How to Counteract Them
• An Explanation of the Effect of Hallucinogens upon the Nervous System at the level of the Neurone
• Symmetrical texture repetition
• The launch of a new website
• A request for trip report submissions
• http://disregardeverythingisay.com/post/83025012885/updates-updates-updates

guide 2

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Step 4. PGP Encryption

Although it is strongly discouraged and will leave your identify and address insecure, you may skip this step entirely.

PGP allows you to transmit your personal information and address securely using a system of symmetric-key encryption. While this isn't always necessary, many vendors require it in order to purchase a product.

There is open source software available for Windows, Linux, and Mac. There is also a JavaScript web applet available here.

To create a public key for usage in two-factor authentication (which is necessary for Grams Helix tumbler service and some marketplaces to add an extra layer of security), you must generate a public key for yourself using PGP.

Below are instructions for securely creating an anonymous key:

JavaScript web applet

The JavaScript web applet is the simplest, yet least secure method of using PGP to encrypt your address and personal details. If you would like the most security, it is highly recommended to download and utilize a PGP program using your computer instead.

Linux Arch Linux 1. Run your PGP program. In my case, I will be using Gnu Privacy Assistant (GPA) (version 0.9.6) in Arch Linux. 2. Go to "Keys" and select "New Key." 3. Enter an alias that you haven't used before. 5. Enter a fake email 6 Enter a secure password 6. It is recommended to create a back-up of the key-pair (optional). 7. Be patient while the key-pair is generated. 8. If you made a back-up, you should save it to a secure location such as an external drive kept in a safe place. 9. You should now have a PGP key. If you would like to copy it, you can right click on it and press "copy." TAILS (The Amnesic Incognito Live System) TAILS, a Linux-based system, is the safest and most secure method to use when purchasing from the darknet. A PGP application comes already installed on the system. The following is a list of tutorials on how to use the PGP application on TAILS: Reddit: Guide for the PGP tool preinstalled in TAILS (with screenshots) Tails OpenPGP Applet: Encrypt text with a passphrase Tails OpenPGP Applet: Encrypt and sign text with a public key Tails OpenPGP Applet: Decrypt and verify text

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