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*'''[[Effect::Delusions]]''' - "I tried to focus on becoming same with the buddha again, but now it led me to another delusion. I felt that everything in my life, all the people in it and all my experiences had been only in order to bring me to this point. And thus everything was about me, all of the outer reality was only an illusion in my mind. Somehow this led me to a thought: I had already died before, and this life I was now living was only some kind of an afterlife limbo." | *'''[[Effect::Delusions]]''' - "I tried to focus on becoming same with the buddha again, but now it led me to another delusion. I felt that everything in my life, all the people in it and all my experiences had been only in order to bring me to this point. And thus everything was about me, all of the outer reality was only an illusion in my mind. Somehow this led me to a thought: I had already died before, and this life I was now living was only some kind of an afterlife limbo." | ||
*'''[[Effect::Anxiety]]''' - "didn't help with my feeling of fear" | *'''[[Effect::Anxiety]]''' - "didn't help with my feeling of fear" | ||
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