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==== Peak Actually Begins - ~12:00 AM ==== | ==== Peak Actually Begins - ~12:00 AM ==== | ||
Up until now, no anxiety, but that changed. My friend went to bed, so now I decide to watch a cartoon, for I thought the trip was starting to end. Only a minute in, it seemed as if I wore 3D glasses. The characters seemed quite close, the backgrounds far. I found this amusing, until I realize how emotional I was. The cartoon easily triggered negative emotions. I pause it and stand up slowly. I felt SO COLD, yet the thermometer read only 67 degrees Fahrenheit. I start having feelings of apprehension and I shake and shiver. Time seemed to grind to a halt. My vision no longer acute but now more hazy like dust and smoke polluted the air. I notice my door is getting unusually far away and quite tall. It returned to normal size upon close inspection. The blinds had transparent, yet obvious, colorful geometric shapes red, blue, green, and yellow smoothly, slowly gliding across it, shapes were all diamond and circle overlapping (two shapes into one). All objects shifted and morphed in and out slowly but realistically, like breathing but far more widespread, as if everything were semi-gelatinous. This drifting made the room seem like it was slowly changing size as if I were getting smaller. | Up until now, no anxiety, but that changed. My friend went to bed, so now I decide to watch a cartoon, for I thought the trip was starting to end. Only a minute in, it seemed as if I wore 3D glasses. The characters seemed quite close, the backgrounds far. I found this amusing, until I realize how emotional I was. The cartoon easily triggered negative emotions. I pause it and stand up slowly. I felt SO COLD, yet the thermometer read only 67 degrees Fahrenheit. I start having feelings of apprehension and I shake and shiver. Time seemed to grind to a halt. My vision no longer acute but now more hazy like dust and smoke polluted the air. I notice my door is getting unusually far away and quite tall. It returned to normal size upon close inspection. The blinds had transparent, yet obvious, colorful geometric shapes red, blue, green, and yellow smoothly, slowly gliding across it, shapes were all diamond and circle overlapping (two shapes into one). All objects shifted and morphed in and out slowly but realistically, like breathing but far more widespread, as if everything were semi-gelatinous. This drifting made the room seem like it was slowly changing size as if I were getting smaller. I stared at my hands moving them back and forth. After images obvious. | ||
The thought consumed me "I am having a bad trip!", anxiety was intense, I sweat and shake. I struggle to put on calming music. Then I remembered something I wrote down in preparation of the trip, from my own research. I reminded myself of my intention: "I want to feel connected with myself, learn more about myself, improve." This eased the anxiety somewhat. With a deep breath, I say aloud, "Can I just surrender right now? Can I just let go? I need to just flow downstream." The shaking ceased, I take another deep breath, "Why?" I say, "Why am I afraid? Why do I fear what I don't expect?" My pain eases even more, and I get a profound feeling that something major has been addressed and needs to be dealt with. | The thought consumed me "I am having a bad trip!", anxiety was intense, I sweat and shake. I struggle to put on calming music. Then I remembered something I wrote down in preparation of the trip, from my own research. I reminded myself of my intention: "I want to feel connected with myself, learn more about myself, improve." This eased the anxiety somewhat. With a deep breath, I say aloud, "Can I just surrender right now? Can I just let go? I need to just flow downstream." The shaking ceased, I take another deep breath, "Why?" I say, "Why am I afraid? Why do I fear what I don't expect?" My pain eases even more, and I get a profound feeling that something major has been addressed and needs to be dealt with. | ||
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* [[Feelings of impending doom]] | * [[Feelings of impending doom]] | ||
* [[Anxiety suppression]] | * [[Anxiety suppression]] | ||
* | *[[Catharsis]] | ||
*[[Feelings of fascination, importance and awe]] | |||
=== Visual Effects === | |||
* [[Visual acuity enhancement]] | |||
* [[Drifting]] (flowing, melting, breathing, morphing) | |||
* [[Perspective distortions]] | |||
* [[Color tinting]] | |||
* [[Visual haze]] | |||
* [[Visual acuity suppression]] | |||
* [[Geometry]] (mild) | |||
* [[After images]] | |||
=== Hallucinatory States === | |||
* [[Internal hallucinations]] (mild to moderate mostly in dark environment while sleeping) | |||
* [[Scenarios and plots]] (of a bizarre, nonsensical theme) | |||
=== Auditory Effects === | |||
* [[Autonomous voice communication]] | |||
=== After Effects (Afterglow) === | |||
* [[Rejuvenation]] | |||
* [[Mindfulness]] | |||
=== '''Report''' === | |||
''Submitted by [[User:Xan-xander-xan]]'' | |||
[[Category:Experience]] | [[Category:Experience]] | ||
[[Category:Approval]] | [[Category:Approval]] | ||
[[Category:Analysis]] | [[Category:Analysis]] | ||
[[Category:Psilocybin containing mushroom]] | [[Category:Psilocybin containing mushroom]] |