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*'''[[Effect::Delusions]]''' - "I had already died before, and this life I was now living was only some kind of an afterlife limbo"
*'''[[Effect::Delusions]]''' - "I had already died before, and this life I was now living was only some kind of an afterlife limbo"
*'''[[Effect::Spontaneous tactile sensations]]''' - "This produced a very pleasent warm sensation all over my body"
*'''[[Effect::Spontaneous tactile sensations]]''' - "This produced a very pleasent warm sensation all over my body"
*'''[[Effect::External hallucination]]''' - "The statue I was looking at started to seem as actually glowing, although it was different from what I was trying to visualize. The light wasn't golden, but blue instead, and it seemed that the statue itself was turning into this glowing light, starting from the uppermost edge."  
*'''[[Effect::External hallucinations]]''' - "The statue I was looking at started to seem as actually glowing, although it was different from what I was trying to visualize. The light wasn't golden, but blue instead, and it seemed that the statue itself was turning into this glowing light, starting from the uppermost edge."  
*'''[[Effect::Unity and interconnectedness]]''' (level 2) - "I felt unity with the statue and the idea of buddha, first as a subjective cognition of 'me being almost the same as buddha'."
*'''[[Effect::Unity and interconnectedness]]''' (level 2) - "I felt unity with the statue and the idea of buddha, first as a subjective cognition of 'me being almost the same as buddha'."
*'''[[Effect::Delusions]]''' - "an idea popped in my head, that I could try to first become the same as a buddha's image. I stood up and faced a wall cloth which has an image of buddha as a roughly real-sized human. I closed my eyes and pressed against the cloth and the wall behind it"
*'''[[Effect::Delusions]]''' - "an idea popped in my head, that I could try to first become the same as a buddha's image. I stood up and faced a wall cloth which has an image of buddha as a roughly real-sized human. I closed my eyes and pressed against the cloth and the wall behind it"