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 Overall it shares some traits to NM-2-AI in its strength, like a very mild version of [[MDMA]]. It is said to be a replacement for alcohol although the effects aren't very similar to booze at all.
-I will update if I get to try MEAI at a higher dose one day. It seems due to its mild and possibly forgiving nature it'd be more useful on small gatherings or socializing, just like alcohol would. Maybe that is the exact reason that it is seen as an alcohol replacement.
+It seems due to its mild and possibly forgiving nature it'd be more useful on small gatherings or socializing, just like alcohol would. Maybe that is the exact reason that it is seen as an alcohol replacement.
+'''Final Trial'''
+No other substances were consumed this time. There may be residual effects from Lorazepam which was taken 18 hours before.
+T+0:00 I weighed out 165mg of the sticky substance and parachuted it with rolling paper on a full stomach waiting for the effects to kick in. I was already busy setting up new computers and basically for the first hour I never really noticed coming up or any other effects from the last trials, besides slight body tingles.
+T+1:00 I decided to just take another 90mg and see where that puts me.
+T+1:40 There is definitely something present, a soft yet mild sensation is felt along with some other serotonin-related effects like jaw clenching. But there is no euphoria so far even when compared to previous trials, which could possibly be attributed to set and setting itself or residual effects of lorazepam, not sure. I do not feel disinhibited or empathetic more than usual and keep on with my work on computers.
+T+4:00 I have been busy doing work on my new computers as well as chatting, but surely and unexpectedly I was coming up very gradually and currently at the presumed beginning of the strong dose range. Overall it definitely resembles many of MDMA's effect although it is distinctly limited. Euphoria-wise wasn't nearly in an overwhelming sense like that of MDMA and there was a rather disphoric side in the background as well, but I'm sure that's due to some other factor or my general anxiety. I spent some time outside eventually and socializing wasn't difficult at all, despite the hidden dysphoria and I even managed to eat quite a bit, although my appetite was notably reduced what was expected.
+So in comparison to MDMA at the same intensity, MEAI produces less euphoria with a more neutral headspace and the body load is actually greater than on a low dose of MDMA, but in no way uncomfortable so far. Pupils were moderately dilated and I am clenching my jaw more often than not. There are also some visual effects like a faint glow on surfaces, not sure if I experience the same with MDMA or not. Also, nystagmus, but it can be controlled very easily. I'm free from jitters, nervousness or heart palpitations, heart rate is increased tho to the 90s.
+I may or may not already be coming down at this point, most likely I'm still peaking but it doesn't feel like a peak, rather an intoxicated state. Again, I feel like this might be a possible substitute for alcohol, next time I will have to try it in a social situation to get the full effect. The only nuisance is the dysphoric feelings in the background, but even with anxiety I'm never sure if that's just someting I personally experience or if the drug really does that.
+Since I have stuff to do I continue with 2-FMA and end the report here. Most difficult to define were the onset-, comeup- and peak timeline and a general sense of the duration but I didn't give much effort to note each timeframe either.
-''Submitted by [[User:Natzki|Natzki]]''
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