Experience:Becoming a god with my boyfriend: Difference between revisions

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==Analysis==

Effects present,

*'''~~Hallucinatory states (looped, delirious)~~''' - "I persieved my boyfriend and I to be two Indian gods (I am pretty much an atheist by the way.. maybe more agnostic nowadays ) that were creating the known universe over and over again in some kind of mutual joke"

*'''[[Visual effects: External hallucinations|External hallucinations]] with [[Cognitive effects: Delusions|Delusions]]''' - "I persieved my boyfriend and I to be two Indian gods (I am pretty much an atheist by the way.. maybe more agnostic nowadays ) that were creating the known universe over and over again in some kind of mutual joke"

*'''~~Delusion~~''' - "I realized one of us would have to give up in order for it to stop." "I decided it would have to be me and I knew that to do that I would have to die (at this point I was totally disconnected from reality, it was all real in my mind)."

*'''[[Cognitive effects: Delusions|Delusions]]''' - "I realized one of us would have to give up in order for it to stop." "I decided it would have to be me and I knew that to do that I would have to die (at this point I was totally disconnected from reality, it was all real in my mind)."

*'''Nausea''' - "There was a terrible pain in my lower stomach and it got worse and worse till in was all I could presieve."

*'''[[Physical effects: Nausea|Nausea]]''' - "There was a terrible pain in my lower stomach and it got worse and worse till in was all I could presieve."

*'''Visual ~~geometry~~ (level 6A)''' - "I explained it to myself as just pure experience, from every point of view in the universe... It wasn't good nor bad, it just was.There was some kind of throbbing white thing (I don't want to say light) that was everything, that I later though of as "singularity""

*'''[[Visual effects: Geometry|Geometry (level 8A)]]''' - "I explained it to myself as just pure experience, from every point of view in the universe... It wasn't good nor bad, it just was.There was some kind of throbbing white thing (I don't want to say light) that was everything, that I later though of as "singularity""

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 ==Analysis==
 Effects present,
-*'''Hallucinatory states (looped, delirious)''' - "I persieved my boyfriend and I to be two Indian gods (I am pretty much an atheist by the way.. maybe more agnostic nowadays ) that were creating the known universe over and over again in some kind of mutual joke"
+*'''[[Visual effects: External hallucinations|External hallucinations]] with [[Cognitive effects: Delusions|Delusions]]''' - "I persieved my boyfriend and I to be two Indian gods (I am pretty much an atheist by the way.. maybe more agnostic nowadays ) that were creating the known universe over and over again in some kind of mutual joke"
-*'''Delusion''' - "I realized one of us would have to give up in order for it to stop." "I decided it would have to be me and I knew that to do that I would have to die (at this point I was totally disconnected from reality, it was all real in my mind)."
+*'''[[Cognitive effects: Delusions|Delusions]]''' - "I realized one of us would have to give up in order for it to stop." "I decided it would have to be me and I knew that to do that I would have to die (at this point I was totally disconnected from reality, it was all real in my mind)."
-*'''Nausea''' - "There was a terrible pain in my lower stomach and it got worse and worse till in was all I could presieve."
+*'''[[Physical effects: Nausea|Nausea]]''' - "There was a terrible pain in my lower stomach and it got worse and worse till in was all I could presieve."
-*'''Visual geometry (level 6A)''' -  "I explained it to myself as just pure experience, from every point of view in the universe... It wasn't good nor bad, it just was.There was some kind of throbbing white thing (I don't want to say light) that was everything, that I later though of as "singularity""
+*'''[[Visual effects: Geometry|Geometry (level 8A)]]''' -  "I explained it to myself as just pure experience, from every point of view in the universe... It wasn't good nor bad, it just was.There was some kind of throbbing white thing (I don't want to say light) that was everything, that I later though of as "singularity""