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Age: 34
'''[[Experience index|Experience report]] - [[MDMA]], [[LSD]], [[Cannabis]] and [[DMT]]'''


Sex: M


Height: 173cm
*'''Age:''' 34
 
*'''Sex:''' M
Weight: 82kg
*'''Height:''' 173cm
 
*'''Weight:''' 82kg
Date: 03/2021
*'''Date:''' 03/2021
 
*'''Location:''' My Room/Bathroom, NA
Location: My Room/Bathroom, NA


'''<u>Dosage:</u>'''
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'''FRIDAY:'''
'''FRIDAY:'''


Around midnight on Friday, a friend and I decide to take some MDMA (orally) - roughly 150mg each. Within an hour the walls of my bathroom are melting and sparkling at the same time. This is the first time I'd experienced visuals from MDMA, and it just seemed like a happier, brighter version of what I've experienced with LSD previously. Visuals last for a few hours and I decide to hold off on taking any LSD because I'm already experiencing some. The night goes on into the day and all throughout we both continue to ride the MDMA high (sans visuals) with 50-75mg every 4 hours or so until midnight of Saturday rolls around. I talk to my brother all day Friday about the guilt and remorse I feel from our mother passing away many years ago and he tells me to spread some of her ashes and let go of the guilt - I take his advice as he's recently has his own revelations brought on by psychedelic usage. I spread her ashes that evening all around my house, set my intention and prepared myself to face ..well, myself.
Around midnight on Thursday a friend and I decide to take some MDMA (orally) - roughly 150mg each. Within an hour the walls of my bathroom are melting and sparkling at the same time. This is the first time I'd experienced visuals from MDMA, and it just seemed like a happier, brighter version of what I've experienced with LSD previously. Visuals last for a few hours and I decide to hold off on taking any LSD because I'm already experiencing some. The night goes on into the day and all throughout we both continue to ride the MDMA high (sans visuals) with 50-75mg every 4 hours or so until midnight of Saturday rolls around. I talk to my brother all day Friday about the guilt and remorse I feel from our mother passing away many years ago and he tells me to spread some of her ashes and let go of the guilt - I take his advice as he's recently has his own revelations brought on by psychedelic usage. I spread her ashes that evening all around my house, set my intention and prepared myself to face ..well, myself.


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Around 430AM I open my external HDD and look at the pictures of my mom for the first time since she passed away without feeling soul crushing sorrow. I smile, I cry, I heal - I can finally look at my mom again. I can honor her memory. I'll never be the same again and I couldn't be happier about it. Not sure how much longer I was going to last living my life in the bottom of a bottle.
Around 430AM I open my external HDD and look at the pictures of my mom for the first time since she passed away without feeling soul crushing sorrow. I smile, I cry, I heal - I can finally look at my mom again. I can honor her memory. I'll never be the same again and I couldn't be happier about it. Not sure how much longer I was going to last living my life in the bottom of a bottle.
===Effects analysis===
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