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'''[[Experience index| | '''[[Experience index|Experience reports]] - [[Cannabis]] and [[Meditation]]''' | ||
*'''Date:''' October 2014 | *'''Date:''' October 2014 | ||
*'''Gender:''' Male | *'''Gender:''' Male | ||
*'''Weight:''' | *'''Weight:''' 85 kg / 187 lbs | ||
*'''Age:''' 26 | *'''Age:''' 26 | ||
===Report=== | |||
1½ decent dose of ingested cannabis few hours before the experience | 1½ decent dose of ingested cannabis few hours before the experience | ||
I spent a sunday being slightly hangover and not doing much anything spesific, only short shamatha meditation for a while. In the evening a friend came by and we ate cannabis brownies, one and a half each. We spent a few hours talking and playing backgammon, I noticed how unusually focused I got in the game. Usually I might ponder my possible move perhaps one or two moves ahead, but then I would go on paths covering branching possibilities which felt endless, although I still couldn't figure out the best move and thought that there actually isn't an absolute one considering the nature of the game. | I spent a sunday being slightly hangover and not doing much anything spesific, only short shamatha meditation for a while. In the evening a friend came by and we ate cannabis brownies, one and a half each. We spent a few hours talking and playing backgammon, I noticed how unusually focused I got in the game. Usually I might ponder my possible move perhaps one or two moves ahead, but then I would go on paths covering branching possibilities which felt endless, although I still couldn't figure out the best move and thought that there actually isn't an absolute one considering the nature of the game. | ||
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''Submitted by - [[User:Fdskjalf|Fdskjalf]]'' | ''Submitted by - [[User:Fdskjalf|Fdskjalf]]'' | ||
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*'''[[Effect::Focus enhancement]]''' - "I felt generally focused ... and my focus got more intense" | *'''[[Effect::Focus enhancement]]''' - "I felt generally focused ... and my focus got more intense" | ||
*'''[[Effect::Transformations]]''' - "the statue itself was turning into this glowing light" | *'''[[Effect::Transformations]]''' - "the statue itself was turning into this glowing light" | ||
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*'''[[Effect::Delusion]]''' - "I tried to focus on becoming same with the buddha again, but now it led me to another delusion. I felt that everything in my life, all the people in it and all my experiences had been only in order to bring me to this point. And thus everything was about me, all of the outer reality was only an illusion in my mind. Somehow this led me to a thought: I had already died before, and this life I was now living was only some kind of an afterlife limbo." | *'''[[Effect::Delusion]]''' - "I tried to focus on becoming same with the buddha again, but now it led me to another delusion. I felt that everything in my life, all the people in it and all my experiences had been only in order to bring me to this point. And thus everything was about me, all of the outer reality was only an illusion in my mind. Somehow this led me to a thought: I had already died before, and this life I was now living was only some kind of an afterlife limbo." | ||
*'''[[Effect::Anxiety]]''' - "didn't help with my feeling of fear" | *'''[[Effect::Anxiety]]''' - "didn't help with my feeling of fear" | ||
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