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~~===~~ [[Experience reports]] - [[~~Psilocybin mushrooms~~]] ~~===~~

'''[[Experience index|Experience reports]] - [[Mushrooms]]'''

* '''Date:''' 02/12/19

* '''Age:''' 20

* '''Sex:''' Male

* '''Height:''' 5'11"

* '''Height:''' 180 cm / 5'11"

* '''Weight:''' 56.7 kg / 125 lb

* '''Weight:''' 56.7 kg / 125 lbs

* '''Misc:''' Mindset- excited, desiring spiritual connection. Setting- my room, alone, at night, lights dimmed slightly. Beginner level with psilocybin mushrooms. Smoked ~0.13 g of cannabis sativa around 11:30 PM

===Report===

==== Introduction ====

I wasted a lot of time with unnecessary details when I tried writing this earlier (then I lost my work...), so I'll try to skip to the good stuff. I obtained 2.5 grams of mushrooms and I decided I'd take a small piece to test the strain/batch. This is my second experience with mushrooms (first time was 1 gram and yielded less powerful results). Despite a low dosage, I had more intense effects than I would have presumed.

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==== Coming Up - 10:45 - 11:30 PM ====

Mental fog and mild sedation intensifies, as does the euphoria, cognitive euphoria stronger than the physical euphoria. At times I feel foggy and minutes later, I feel like I have a flight of ideas and thoughts. Visuals become evident; some mild drifting, pattern recognition enhancement, acuity enhancement, and a soft sense of altered perspective. My sight started having a gentle, green tint to it. I was on the phone with my friend at the time (he was essentially a temporary sitter but I was alone through most of this). I still felt fairly clear headed and '''I assumed the peak had been reached.''' I smoked 0.13 g of cannabis (about 3 one hitter hits every 10 minutes) this intensified all the effects mentioned in the beginning of this paragraph.

Mental fog and mild sedation intensifies, as does the euphoria, cognitive euphoria stronger than the physical euphoria. At times I feel foggy and minutes later, I feel like I have a flight of ideas and thoughts. Visuals become evident; some mild drifting, pattern recognition enhancement, acuity enhancement, and a soft sense of altered perspective. My sight started having a gentle, green tint to it. I was on the phone with my friend at the time (he was essentially a temporary sitter but I was alone through most of this). I laughed at almost anything he said. I still felt fairly clear headed and '''I assumed the peak had been reached.''' I smoked 0.13 g of cannabis (about 3 one hitter hits every 10 minutes) this intensified all the effects mentioned in the beginning of this paragraph.

==== Peak Actually Begins - ~12:00 AM ====

Up until now, no anxiety, but that changed. My friend went to bed, so now I decide to watch a cartoon, for I thought the trip was starting to end. Only a minute in, it seemed as if I wore 3D glasses. The characters seemed quite close, the backgrounds far. I found this amusing, until I realize how emotional I was. The cartoon easily triggered negative emotions. I pause it and stand up slowly. I felt SO COLD, yet the thermometer read only 67 degrees Fahrenheit. I start having feelings of apprehension and I shake and shiver. Time seemed to grind to a halt. My vision no longer acute but now more hazy like dust and smoke polluted the air. I notice my door is getting unusually far away and quite tall. It returned to normal size upon close inspection. The blinds had transparent, yet obvious, colorful geometric shapes red, blue, green, and yellow smoothly, slowly gliding across it, shapes were all diamond and circle overlapping (two shapes into one). All objects shifted and morphed in and out slowly but realistically, like breathing but far more widespread, as if everything were semi-gelatinous.

Up until now, no anxiety, but that changed. My friend went to bed, so now I decide to watch a cartoon, for I thought the trip was starting to end. Only a minute in, it seemed as if I wore 3D glasses. The characters seemed quite close, the backgrounds far. I found this amusing, until I realize how emotional I was. The cartoon easily triggered negative emotions. I pause it and stand up slowly. I felt SO COLD, yet the thermometer read only 67 degrees Fahrenheit. I start having feelings of apprehension and I shake and shiver. Time seemed to grind to a halt. My vision no longer acute but now more hazy like dust and smoke polluted the air. I notice my door is getting unusually far away and quite tall. It returned to normal size upon close inspection. The blinds had transparent, yet obvious, colorful geometric shapes red, blue, green, and yellow smoothly, slowly gliding across it, shapes were all diamond and circle overlapping (two shapes into one). All objects shifted and morphed in and out slowly but realistically, like breathing but far more widespread, as if everything were semi-gelatinous. This drifting made the room seem like it was slowly changing size as if I were getting smaller. I stared at my hands moving them back and forth. After images obvious.

The thought consumed me "I am having a bad trip!", anxiety was intense, I sweat and shake. I struggle to put on calming music. Then I remembered something I wrote down in preparation of the trip, from my own research. I reminded myself of my intention: "I want to feel connected with myself, learn more about myself, improve." This eased the anxiety somewhat. With a deep breath, I say aloud, "Can I just surrender right now? Can I just let go? I need to just flow downstream." The shaking ceased, I take another deep breath, "Why?" I say, "Why am I afraid? Why do I fear what I don't expect?" My pain eases even more, and I get a profound feeling that something major has been addressed and needs to be dealt with.

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==== Next Morning ====

I felt very rested despite getting less sleep than usual. The profound feeling has not lingered very strongly (perhaps due to low dose) but there is a defined afterglow to say the very least. I am glad I had this experience, and I would do it all over again, even if it were only conquering anxiety, because it was magical.

''Submitted by [[User:Xan-xander-xan|Xan-xander-xan]]''

===Effects Analysis===

====Physical Effects====

*'''[[Effect::Physical euphoria|Physical euphoria]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Sedation|Sedation]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Temperature regulation suppression|Temperature regulation suppression]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Appetite suppression|Appetite suppression]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Changes in felt bodily form|Changes in felt bodily form]]'''

====Cognitive Effects====

*'''[[Effect::Cognitive euphoria|Cognitive euphoria]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Confusion|Confusion]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Laughter fits|Laughter fits]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Anxiety|Anxiety]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Feelings of impending doom|Feelings of impending doom]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Anxiety suppression|Anxiety suppression]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Catharsis|Catharsis]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Feelings of fascination, importance and awe|Feelings of fascination, importance and awe]]'''

====Visual Effects====

*'''[[Effect::Visual acuity enhancement|Visual acuity enhancement]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Drifting|Drifting]]'''

**'''[[Effect::Drifting#Flowing|Flowing]]'''

**'''[[Effect::Drifting#Melting|Melting]]'''

**'''[[Effect::Drifting#Breathing|Breathing]]'''

**'''[[Effect::Drifting#Morphing|Morphing]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Perspective distortions]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Color tinting|Color tinting]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Visual haze|Visual haze]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Visual acuity suppression|Visual acuity suppression]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Geometry|Geometry]]''' (mild)

*'''[[Effect::After images|After images]]'''

====Hallucinatory States====

*'''[[Effect::Internal hallucinations|Internal hallucinations]]''' (mild to moderate mostly in dark environment while sleeping)

*'''[[Effect::Scenarios and plots|Scenarios and plots]]''' (of a bizarre, nonsensical theme)

====Auditory Effects====

*'''[[Effect::Autonomous voice communication|Autonomous voice communication]]'''

====After Effects (Afterglow)====

*'''[[Effect::Rejuvenation|Rejuvenation]]'''

*'''[[Effect::Mindfulness|Mindfulness]]'''

[[Category:Experience]]

[[Category:Mushrooms]]

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-=== [[Experience reports]] - [[Psilocybin mushrooms]] ===
+'''[[Experience index|Experience reports]] - [[Mushrooms]]'''
 * '''Date:''' 02/12/19
 * '''Age:''' 20
 * '''Sex:''' Male
-* '''Height:''' 5'11"
+* '''Height:''' 180&nbsp;cm / 5'11"
-* '''Weight:''' 56.7 kg / 125 lb
+* '''Weight:''' 56.7&nbsp;kg / 125&nbsp;lbs
 * '''Misc:''' Mindset- excited, desiring spiritual connection. Setting- my room, alone, at night, lights dimmed slightly. Beginner level with psilocybin mushrooms. Smoked ~0.13 g of cannabis sativa around 11:30 PM
+===Report===
 ==== Introduction ====
 I wasted a lot of time with unnecessary details when I tried writing this earlier (then I lost my work...), so I'll try to skip to the good stuff. I obtained 2.5 grams of mushrooms and I decided I'd take a small piece to test the strain/batch. This is my second experience with mushrooms (first time was 1 gram and yielded less powerful results). Despite a low dosage, I had more intense effects than I would have presumed.
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 ==== Coming Up - 10:45 - 11:30 PM ====
-Mental fog and mild sedation intensifies, as does the euphoria, cognitive euphoria stronger than the physical euphoria. At times I feel foggy and minutes later, I feel like I have a flight of ideas and thoughts. Visuals become evident; some mild drifting, pattern recognition enhancement, acuity enhancement, and a soft sense of altered perspective. My sight started having a gentle, green tint to it. I was on the phone with my friend at the time (he was essentially a temporary sitter but I was alone through most of this). I still felt fairly clear headed and '''I assumed the peak had been reached.''' I smoked 0.13 g of cannabis (about 3 one hitter hits every 10 minutes) this intensified all the effects mentioned in the beginning of this paragraph.
+Mental fog and mild sedation intensifies, as does the euphoria, cognitive euphoria stronger than the physical euphoria. At times I feel foggy and minutes later, I feel like I have a flight of ideas and thoughts. Visuals become evident; some mild drifting, pattern recognition enhancement, acuity enhancement, and a soft sense of altered perspective. My sight started having a gentle, green tint to it. I was on the phone with my friend at the time (he was essentially a temporary sitter but I was alone through most of this). I laughed at almost anything he said. I still felt fairly clear headed and '''I assumed the peak had been reached.''' I smoked 0.13 g of cannabis (about 3 one hitter hits every 10 minutes) this intensified all the effects mentioned in the beginning of this paragraph.
 ==== Peak Actually Begins -  ~12:00 AM ====
-Up until now, no anxiety, but that changed. My friend went to bed, so now I decide to watch a cartoon, for I thought the trip was starting to end. Only a minute in, it seemed as if I wore 3D glasses. The characters seemed quite close, the backgrounds far. I found this amusing, until I realize how emotional I was. The cartoon easily triggered negative emotions. I pause it and stand up slowly. I felt SO COLD, yet the thermometer read only 67 degrees Fahrenheit. I start having feelings of apprehension and I shake and shiver. Time seemed to grind to a halt. My vision no longer acute but now more hazy like dust and smoke polluted the air. I notice my door is getting unusually far away and quite tall. It returned to normal size upon close inspection. The blinds had transparent, yet obvious, colorful geometric shapes red, blue, green, and yellow smoothly, slowly gliding across it, shapes were all diamond and circle overlapping (two shapes into one). All objects shifted and morphed in and out slowly but realistically, like breathing but far more widespread, as if everything were semi-gelatinous.
+Up until now, no anxiety, but that changed. My friend went to bed, so now I decide to watch a cartoon, for I thought the trip was starting to end. Only a minute in, it seemed as if I wore 3D glasses. The characters seemed quite close, the backgrounds far. I found this amusing, until I realize how emotional I was. The cartoon easily triggered negative emotions. I pause it and stand up slowly. I felt SO COLD, yet the thermometer read only 67 degrees Fahrenheit. I start having feelings of apprehension and I shake and shiver. Time seemed to grind to a halt. My vision no longer acute but now more hazy like dust and smoke polluted the air. I notice my door is getting unusually far away and quite tall. It returned to normal size upon close inspection. The blinds had transparent, yet obvious, colorful geometric shapes red, blue, green, and yellow smoothly, slowly gliding across it, shapes were all diamond and circle overlapping (two shapes into one). All objects shifted and morphed in and out slowly but realistically, like breathing but far more widespread, as if everything were semi-gelatinous. This drifting made the room seem like it was slowly changing size as if I were getting smaller. I stared at my hands moving them back and forth. After images obvious.
 The thought consumed me "I am having a bad trip!", anxiety was intense, I sweat and shake. I struggle to put on calming music. Then I remembered something I wrote down in preparation of the trip, from my own research. I reminded myself of my intention: "I want to feel connected with myself, learn more about myself, improve." This eased the anxiety somewhat. With a deep breath, I say aloud, "Can I just surrender right now? Can I just let go? I need to just flow downstream." The shaking ceased, I take another deep breath, "Why?" I say, "Why am I afraid? Why do I fear what I don't expect?" My pain eases even more, and I get a profound feeling that something major has been addressed and needs to be dealt with.
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 ==== Next Morning ====
 I felt very rested despite getting less sleep than usual. The profound feeling has not lingered very strongly (perhaps due to low dose) but there is a defined afterglow to say the very least. I am glad I had this experience, and I would do it all over again, even if it were only conquering anxiety, because it was magical.
+''Submitted by [[User:Xan-xander-xan|Xan-xander-xan]]''
+===Effects Analysis===
+====Physical Effects====
+*'''[[Effect::Physical euphoria|Physical euphoria]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Sedation|Sedation]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Temperature regulation suppression|Temperature regulation suppression]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Appetite suppression|Appetite suppression]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Changes in felt bodily form|Changes in felt bodily form]]'''
+====Cognitive Effects====
+*'''[[Effect::Cognitive euphoria|Cognitive euphoria]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Confusion|Confusion]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Laughter fits|Laughter fits]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Anxiety|Anxiety]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Feelings of impending doom|Feelings of impending doom]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Anxiety suppression|Anxiety suppression]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Catharsis|Catharsis]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Feelings of fascination, importance and awe|Feelings of fascination, importance and awe]]'''
+====Visual Effects====
+*'''[[Effect::Visual acuity enhancement|Visual acuity enhancement]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Drifting|Drifting]]'''
+**'''[[Effect::Drifting#Flowing|Flowing]]'''
+**'''[[Effect::Drifting#Melting|Melting]]'''
+**'''[[Effect::Drifting#Breathing|Breathing]]'''
+**'''[[Effect::Drifting#Morphing|Morphing]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Perspective distortions]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Color tinting|Color tinting]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Visual haze|Visual haze]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Visual acuity suppression|Visual acuity suppression]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Geometry|Geometry]]''' (mild)
+*'''[[Effect::After images|After images]]'''
+====Hallucinatory States====
+*'''[[Effect::Internal hallucinations|Internal hallucinations]]''' (mild to moderate mostly in dark environment while sleeping)
+*'''[[Effect::Scenarios and plots|Scenarios and plots]]''' (of a bizarre, nonsensical theme)
+====Auditory Effects====
+*'''[[Effect::Autonomous voice communication|Autonomous voice communication]]'''
+====After Effects (Afterglow)====
+*'''[[Effect::Rejuvenation|Rejuvenation]]'''
+*'''[[Effect::Mindfulness|Mindfulness]]'''
+[[Category:Experience]]
+[[Category:Mushrooms]]